Those are some deep thoughts, Sherry. I too haven't figured out what I'm supposed to do when I grow up, but didn't John Lennon write that "life is what happens while you're making other plans"?

When I was very young and found out that Mr. Death lies in wait for us all, I used to worry about it a lot. Then I had a good 50 years or so of ignoring the fact.

That brings me to now and I'm scared again. I'm not worried about plane crashes or murderers, just the decline, decay, pain, and disfigurement that occurs before the show is over. On that cheerful note, Merry Christmas!